everytime i hear this song it brings tears to my heart, soul and mind

i just thought maybe

i could have shown you my definition of love
the time you gave was not enough
or maybe you never gave me time in the first place
its over now or maybe there was no beginning to this in the first place
but now, just fucking fuck it
just for now, i hope i don't run into you
i hope i don't have to hear from you
i don't even know what i did, maybe i do but still, i don't understand

i don't know why i did
was it your appearance?
was it your welcoming and cute smile you gave me everytime i ran into you ever since we met?
was it your personality?
but i just did and i don't know why

you said that you were seeing someone else and that's all i needed to hear
i get it, so you don't have to say anything else
it's cool with me

001

love the life you live.
live the life you love.

distance within time

it's been a while since i've gone on my blog and going through old posts august had the most post
august was the 'august rain, stress and pain'

you don't notice how much you've momentum through time until when you just think, you notice how far you've gone, how you've physically, socially, emotionally and intellectually grown
life may have its 'fuck no's and 'fuck yeah's but no one said that it was gonna be easy
there ain't no blackboard in the sky giving you a purpose in life, you gotta get up and put it in yourself
life will be what you create it as, so achieve that dream you've got
live life to the fullest but don't be running around going crazy risking it all
just follow the flow, kb and relax

each year is a new year with a fresh start
twenty-ten is definitely gonna be hell of a different year

teach me

teach me how to love
show me the way to surrender my heart, i'm so lost
teach me how to love
how i can get my emotions involved
teach me, show me how to love
show me the way to surrender my heart, i'm lost
teach me how to love
how i can get my emotions involved
teach me, how to love

- musiq soulchild