I don't want anyone else to realise

how amazing you are.

vulnerability

if i let my guard down to you. really try. give the real show. i know i'll get hurt.
so... i'll always have my guard up to you. i won't let myself get hurt by you. because, i know in the end, the scars will be deeper than the memories.






yes, i know that

to get something that you have never had,
you have to do something you have never done.

successful

i want the money, money and the cars
cars and the clothes, the hoes, i suppose
i just want to be, i just want to be successful
i just want to be, i just want to be successful

put success first before women
focus on success
once becoming successful
all the women will come to you without even trying
yes, they're also known the hoes




(LOL)

It's so stupid how I'm thinking this way about you.

Yeah, it's okay

i heard his voice, i knew you were there
i could smell the smoke from outside
i came all the way when i was this damned sick
you didn't even bother answering your door
been to the doctors three days in a row and had 7 different medications
and had a bad reaction to one of the seven

i can't believe you just left me standing at your door like that
should of kicked your door and hit your windows harder
should have returned your call three hours later as i originally planned
i thought you wouldn't have done me wrongly
but you did

NOTE TO SELF

THINK REALISTICALLY.

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Everyone Wants Happiness
Nobody Wants Pain
But You Can't Have A Rainbow
Without A Little Rain