like bam

i dont know but all of a sudden i feel sad and i feel like crying
you know like things like instant noodles or instant coffee..? well this is like instant sadness
probably instant sadness isn't a real thing (and obviously can't be purchased) but that's the only way i can explain it
it's just outta no where, an emtpy, sad feeling
maybe i just need a good night sleep... and never wake up again
wouldn't that be nice?
i used to have black milk tea with heaps and heaps of sugar when i was feeling down...

i need a hug...