Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Days of Summer

You can't ascribe great
cosmic significance to a simple
earthly event.
Coincidence.
That's all anything ever is.
Nothing more than coincidence.

There are no miracles.
There's no such thing as fate.
Nothing is meant to be.

Monday, September 27, 2010

The Winner Stands Alone

I'm the hero of this story, don't need to be saved.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Seek

zai yue guang xia yi zhi zhao xun na xiang nian de shen ying









fo gnikniht m'i taht etteuohlis taht rof thgilnoom eht rednu gnihcraes peek i

Friday, September 24, 2010

As I close my eyes I start thinking things

When I close my eyes only you I see with another man
This is killing me
I am your man but only when you're lonely
If I was to bounce that's when you'd want me
I'm tired of being all alone
Since you won't call me on the phone
All you gotta do is call out my name
You know I'll be there for you
You keep me running
Oh baby you got me sprung
Baby don't have to think about it
All you gotta do
Is think of me…

Thursday, September 23, 2010

See You In That

If you believe that you belong to him
Promise me, you won't let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you in that wedding dress

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Hrmmmmm... Moi.

Just because I say that I think that you deserve better doesn't mean I'm in love with you. It just simply means what is said. Not that there are messages hidden within the sentence.
You. Deserve. Better.
Experimental juxtaposition. A small percentage thinks it should be...

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Came to a realisation

I know why I just wouldn't let it go. You said you loved me, but not anymore. I had been given a chance that was being concealed with the lies you told me so you wouldn't be exposed. I thought, if I was given that chance, why couldn't I get it back? A second chance. Naive.
One day, out of no where I wrote you a letter.
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and I let go. A while after I gave you that letter, I realised why I wouldn't let go. I finally understood. I was so scared. It was because I was scared of letting go of the memories, the feelings, the one thing that everyone looks for in life - love. I didn't know what it was at first until I had passed what I feared. You had moved on and now it was my turn. I defeated it.
Sometimes in life, people let go, they move on and let go of the past. You let go to allow something better to come in your life. Some people were meant to fall in love with each other but not meant to be together. Letting go doesn't mean you give up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be. Pain and misfortune touches everyone, always try to turn it into something positive.
I may have said I wish I had never met you, but that's not true. Despite the pain, I'm very thankful to have met you. Grateful.

Slowly I'm unraveling things, understanding and mapping my own soul. Learning life lessons. This was one that I mustn't forget.

All I need to do is cast a spell on you, and you'll be mine again.

One Way

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Not enough change in the pocket

the worst part about loving you is
loving you

the only thing worse than that is
you loving someone else

i wake up each morning
the first thing that comes to my head is
you
and you with that cunt

it should be:
my arms holding you
my lips against yours
my heat keeping you warm each night
my hand being held by yours

not that fool who decided to hurt you

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Give me these last few moments

So I know, know it's the end
End of our love
End of a friend
But before you go
Tell me would you mind
Giving me one, one more night

Can I hold you tonight?
One last time
Before the fire goes out
And this love dies
Can I hold you tonight?
One last time

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Melt The Snow

You see, love at first, it's summer time
That's when you think that everything's fine
No one ever thinks it's gonna end

But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again

But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll Melt The Snow

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

The Wonderland

Alice: This is impossible.
The Mad Hatter: Only if you believe it is.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Brutha

I've been asking myself this question
Over and over again
Is love a game that no matter
How hard i try, i'll never win?

It's like tryna write a love story
But runnin' out of ink in the pen, suspense
Like a fairy tale beginning
But you never find out how it ends

So i often wonder if i'll ever
if i'll ever find true love
Like the sun has summer, rain has thunder
What am i afraid of?

If i'm afraid to love
Or if i'm afraid of love
I wanna know
'cause if i'm afraid to love
Then how will ever find the one?

How will i ever find the one?
The one, the one, the one
How will i ever find the one?
The one

Tell me why is it the closer
That i get, i run away?
It's like standing in the mirror
And my reflection looks the other way

Outside i'm smiling
But the truth is that i'm crying inside, i'm tryin'
It's like tryna write the perfect song
But i can't come up with the last line

Thursday, September 2, 2010

MP&CS

goodbye to the old me
goodbye to the minutes and seconds and hours
hello to the new me
i like how this feels so close the door
close the door
hey, close the door
close the door, hey