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wow i havnt writen a blog in a while... :3
its time to make one again :D
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good bye linh loi nguyen have a safe&fun trip to jpn
hrmmm...
um... well its almost the end of school?
i cant wait even though im probably not gonna do anything cause
1. im lazy
2. i hardly talk to anyone anymore for them to invite me out
now that i look at reason number 2 i seriously dont know who to turn to if things go wrong ): even if they say 'i'll be there for you if you need me' it seems like i will be a burden to them if i do turn to them

right now im listening to epik high songs
i effin love their songs, the beats, the raps, the lyrics, i dont know its good
i really like their love songs. so emo lol but it expresses what i feel
urhhh..
i dont know but i felt really down today and i didn't talk much in school
i felt really bad since yesterday on the train i know i hurt kathy D:
im sorryyyy kathy if you ever read this!
and im scared if jenny might change her views on me now
ahaha my mum just made me dinner and bought it into my room. she thinks that im doing homework but im actually writting this
anyways today after school it was effin raining
and you know what? i walked by myself to station cause 'friends' didnt wait for me and walked without me
i feel so loved
i decided to go through the front gate cause if i went through the back gate my foot would get soaked but either way my left foot got a bath in its shoe (yes it has a massive hole)
even before half way down the road that the school is on i was soaking
my hair was dripping, my blazer smelt like dog, my foot felt mushy and you know what else happens?
some random middle eastern faggot decides to drive in the puddle held together by the speed hump and gutters
this tsunami sized wave splashes on me and makes me even more wet than i am. i stood there for one second, looked at myself and held out my arms and said 'what the fuck you fucking kunt?'. i was about to run after the car and yell out a few curse words but he reversed, apologised and asked if i was okay. i smiled and said yeah since he had the decency to do that, but watch out kunt one day if im driving in my car and i see you riding a bike on the road.. ohh im gonna god damn hit you over and knock your brains out with my baseball bat.
well after that i crossed that hectik campus road or whatever its called, i headed down the station and my mum calls me and omfg i couldnt even grab my phone out of my pocket. i was that soaked that my pants held onto my hand. yes, it sounds like magic but thats what happened. more like gripped. i told my mum to pick me at the library at 5 and i started walking there.

i found alyssa in there and she said omfg your soaked. no i shit i was and she laughed and just pointed to her umbrella ): i got something to eat from broady and walked back to matt, alyssa and the other dude (i forgot his name) on the comps then got told off by the security guard for being at the comp with too many people. went up stairs to study instead but effin hell the tables were taken too so i sat on the couchs and it felt really weird cause i was wet from head to toe and it felt like some cold water bubble was surrounding me with a wet diaper.

when the tables were free i literally tackled the table and the chairs surrounding it claiming it was mine and yelled out that anyone who touchs it will die getting butt fucked by me (exaggeration). nah well i did get a seat at one with alyssa and i was in a 'cant-be-fucked/fuck-my-life' mode so i randomly started calling people but when they did pick up i wasnt bothered to talk so i just hung up on them. hrmm.. yeah i went home.. and this is where i am now, typing this while listening to epik high. cbf typing anymore. me needs to shhhhower

peace out hommiees (L)